"Do you want to speak to Jesus?"

Supered

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There was a mysterious lady that appeared in a dream last night in an empty movie theater. She was a beautiful, tall, voluptuous redhead and upon seeing her I immediately felt strong waves of lust. I got as close as I could to her and grasped her butt and thighs tightly, digging my fingers on her. She didn't seem to mind but she looked me in the eyes and asked if I wanted to speak to Jesus. I said yes and immediately loosened my grip now only gazing at her eyes. She then proceeded to tell me that I was always lying to myself... I zoned out after that and couldn't remember what else she said as I slowly started to turn to lust again, subtly playing with her nipples poking out of her shirt. She continued to speak in a calm manner not paying any mind to what I was doing but I didn't comprehend a word she was speaking of. Perhaps I didn't want to hear the truth. Maybe deep down, I didn't want to face my inner demons and take accountability for my actions in my waking life. Coming to this conclusion, I started to freak out and demanded to wake up. The woman stopped talking and just kept looking at me fully composed while I was screaming at this point with my hands on my head in the fetal position. I woke up right after. I deem this dream interesting to say the least and wish to see this woman again or whoever/whatever that was trying to portray my inner subconscious through whatever means. Whether it's through Jesus, family, friends or something completely out of my understanding, I want to face this and understand more on what's being said. For some reason, this dream spoke to me or my subconscious needed to tell me something and I didn't want to listen as soon as I was told something I didn't want to hear. My ego wanted to remain intact. I wish to let go of it. I want to see more about who I really am.
 
If so you must practice contentment. The basic reason that I say so is that it is the difference between the woman in the dream and yourself. Even when you are overwhelming her with your lust and desires She remains content and focus on her mission. But she does feel all the lust you move on, but she is not identifieing with lust. That is what she says you are lying about, you have come to the beliefs that you are your lust. At least dream told is saying so.
 
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There was a mysterious lady that appeared in a dream last night in an empty movie theater. She was a beautiful, tall, voluptuous redhead and upon seeing her I immediately felt strong waves of lust. I got as close as I could to her and grasped her butt and thighs tightly, digging my fingers on her. She didn't seem to mind but she looked me in the eyes and asked if I wanted to speak to Jesus. I said yes and immediately loosened my grip now only gazing at her eyes. She then proceeded to tell me that I was always lying to myself... I zoned out after that and couldn't remember what else she said as I slowly started to turn to lust again, subtly playing with her nipples poking out of her shirt. She continued to speak in a calm manner not paying any mind to what I was doing but I didn't comprehend a word she was speaking of. Perhaps I didn't want to hear the truth. Maybe deep down, I didn't want to face my inner demons and take accountability for my actions in my waking life. Coming to this conclusion, I started to freak out and demanded to wake up. The woman stopped talking and just kept looking at me fully composed while I was screaming at this point with my hands on my head in the fetal position. I woke up right after. I deem this dream interesting to say the least and wish to see this woman again or whoever/whatever that was trying to portray my inner subconscious through whatever means. Whether it's through Jesus, family, friends or something completely out of my understanding, I want to face this and understand more on what's being said. For some reason, this dream spoke to me or my subconscious needed to tell me something and I didn't want to listen as soon as I was told something I didn't want to hear. My ego wanted to remain intact. I wish to let go of it. I want to see more about who I really am.
Do you want to speak to Jesus?
Have you ever prayed, or ever read Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth?
One book i would like to recommend to you, unless you have already read it, is that of Wild at Heart by John Eldredge.
 

Supered

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Do you want to speak to Jesus?
Have you ever prayed, or ever read Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth?
One book i would like to recommend to you, unless you have already read it, is that of Wild at Heart by John Eldredge.
I actually do want to.. I'm not particularly religious but I do pray, it's just not very common that I do if I have to say. I'll check those two books out. I appreciate the recommendations.
 
I actually do want to.. I'm not particularly religious but I do pray, it's just not very common that I do if I have to say. I'll check those two books out. I appreciate the recommendations.
What i would like to say, is that you don't have to be eloquent when talking.
Be yourself.
 

Supered

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If so you must practice contentment. The basic reason that I say so is that it is the difference between the woman in the dream and yourself. Even when you are overwhelming her with your lust and desires She remains content and focus on her mission. But she does feel all the lust you move on, but she is not identifieing with lust. That is what she says you are lying about, you have come to the beliefs that you are your lust. At least dream told is saying so.
That's pretty freaking crazy.. Yes, that makes perfect sense. Through a different perspective, it introduces the concept of how identifying with desires are temporary, an illusion that one creates. Remaining that way leads one away from the present moment. Taking out identification with desires such as lust, for example, will leave more of the true self. I acted out that dream as if in a trance and didn't start to become conscious until after I answered her question.
 
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