Hallo Mary, am i wright if think that you, according to the introdoction, maybe because of de pain of the missing of your daughter in combination with physical state, in a way you would like to join her? But now that you have covid you consult your doctor?
So, even if you don't speak it out, if it is secretly your wish to join your daughter, "Your father now what you need before you ask him"
In my reply of the dream of MiloRino titeld "Dream of the snake, a lynx and a golden tiger?"
, just to make it possible to explain i had to write down some basic standard things for the dreamer/reader, needed to be able to follow my explanation. Basic concepts that wil return in almost every dream, because the dreamer is man (look complete at the explanation of that dream also, and hopefully you'll get a better understanding of your dream)!
Here is just a peace so that for the moment, you can just stay here:
[Man is the child of God made in his image en resemblance. Thats to say, The Soul of man, the intelligent Energy, the spark of light He sended at the concepcion to accompany the body giving live to it till and of live.
At the same time the spirit, (the ego that you experience as 'I', with your own will) is born out of the vehicle of the Soul at the concepcion. So spirit and Soul are joined together in a sacred union for live in their home, the body]
Although i did't say it this way there:
Ego, you the dreamer, speaking about I telling your dream, lives in your body like husband and wife with your soul, joined at the conception ('the wedding ceremony'), wherby your spirit, 'borned' at the same time of the 'weddingceremony' as a child in this matrimony.
In the majority of dreams children represents the spirit of the dreamer (based on the psycho-logy of the foregoing), even if the dreamer doesn't have children.
Therefore your daughter in this dream also represent your spirit. But because see is pased away, and people pased away in general represent death, here she represent death, your darky side.
And now we are falling down into your dream:
In your kitchen, that's to say spiritual, in your body, in yourself, in your head, you at a certain moment, in your less healthy and also blue darky state missing your daughter, problably with the dead to covid in mind, frightened and strangely in oposition to your secretly deathwish, you call upon the lord (that's what most of us human beings do when we are confronted with death (It's like this period of the year, chrismas, where everybody is at least a little bit Christian).
So, standing in the kitchen, one of the rooms in your house, your body, where you, according to the instructions the Lord gave, "go into your room, lock the door and pray to your father" (Mathew 6) , you call upon Him.
So, there you were asking fore your daily bread, in your darky blue state, and even without speaking it out, He already knows what your darkside, your daughter wished and, ... of course what you, your bright side need (Mathew 6), ...
... So, He, Lord, The Heeler, standing in his drugsstore, denies the dead wish of 'your daughter' saying "He's not sending everything ordered", and you, your bright side standing on here side ("There's is no phone in the area where we were standing but I also hear the conversation"), heared her because you are one and the same: your "daughter" representing your spirit! You don't need phone.
And the reasen why he denied 'her' is this, He explains it immediately:
On the dining room table were He now serves you the 'dayly bread' you ask for, by letting you look through His eye that sees all He shows you how He sees you, that's to say in the first place, your body: as a nice bird cage, opened, ... without bird (spirit):
Your darky side had opened the cage inviting Grim Reaper to come and take you with him, but your time has not come yet, your in pretty good shape apart from the grieve of missing your daughter, so sended his angels, the colorfullbirds, to put a cordon of defence around you chanting and singing chrismas carrols to chear you up!
I have tried to be completely but short
and to the point, but if you are anybody else don't onderstand, please ask questions!!!
I apolligize for maybe the wrong way to express things because i am not a native speaker. But if you don't understand, point me, correct me!
