So I have been in many rooms through my previous dreams, even down the ladder to the basement, as I journeyed through my past, but never have I explored the attic. Here I am climbing up the ladder into the loft, its dark but I did't mind, I was searching for something, I wasn't sure what but I knew it was near, it seems to go on forever, as I crawled through many tight spaces, which seemed like other worldly dimensions, then i crossed a small bridge between two openings, which led to a larger space, I felt a sense of a deeper awareness here, there is a candle lit and I notice rows of book shelves all neatly lined up, I am drawn to a book in particular, its a blue book, I open it and its a book of index to this library, I scroll through the index, I am looking for something in particular, I stop with my index finger on a word, I can't remember the word exactly, I think it was something like clarity! I must find this book I thought to myself, it was a book of symbols with a gold jewellery emblem on it, I knew this is what I have been searching for, then I heard someone coming, so I quickly scampered across the small bridge and hid, that's when I saw a woman who resembled myself, she looked just like me, only she was quite elegantly dressed, and rather mysterious, I watched as she picked my book up of the floor, and placed it back on the shelf, like she was tidying up this secret room. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a bottle of perfume, I'm not sure how it got there, it was a blue bottle, I sprayed it on my wrist, is smelled like crisp sweet apples, it was the most beautiful scent ever, I had a moment where my mind drifted of to the apple tree as I closed my eyes, the scent lingered in the air all around me. Then I woke! I wondered about the perfume, I wonder if this was my way of making a connection to my higher self, letting her know I am here. I think the books were my own life stories and memories, I wonder your thoughts?