Hello Eve, this is a hard one! But apparently because you are so confident that your dream has special meaning that you believed that somebody would come with a/The solution, you began to say thank you in advance; that feeling, that intuition, that 'knowing' is inspired by your Soul, (Child of) God (thus the devine man one in you, as written in genisis: "Created in His image and likeness). He is always the ultimate autor of your dreams, your Nightvisions', because your spirit is emdedded in your Soul.
And, ... even in the dream you felt, you 'knew, that He was around because "the one you felt protected by, and you are currently having feelings with in real life and who never showed up physically in the dream, made you just feel his presence and protection" is your very very Soul, your legitimate spiritual partner, joined by God Almighty to you in the holy matrimony at the conception.
Thus, Eve, this crush represents Adam, your first man, your Soul (created in his image and likeness, devine!).
Maybe you did't know, but in a lot of my interpretations of the dreams here at Dreamforum, I always say that if you are not maried, the one you have a crush on, the one you are in love with often represent your Soul in dreams. So your case here is a textbook example of what I always say in My Standard Model.
Okay, know we who is the one you "have never seen in the dream" as you don't see Him either in daily life.
And now Eve who do you think the other protagonist, "your aunt" represent?
Lets be clear in 99,9 of the dreams everything turns around The Dreamer, The Ego describing his Nightvision, ... and as you probably already have noticed, after the police raid all the other protagonist were nowhere to be seen!
Thus, taking everything into consideration the rappers as kind of linguistical determinative, pointing to what your aunt really stand for in the dream.
Although rapp originally was a way for marginalized (black) communities to express themself about their situation (poverty, crime ... etc ), due to one sided-promotion of 'gangstarapp', the public perception is that the rapper is associated with black criminallaty!
If we put Aunt Jemima to gether with Her Rapper Sons we put all racial bias en injustice together beginning from the the minstrel shows and the Jim Crow era and ending with police brutality nowadays.
"Once we were there, they asked me to swallow a big pill. I couldn't do it because it was just too big, and supposedly it was for a hangover, but I was not drunk at all—I didn't even drink! So, I stood my ground and refused and refused to take it. At the end, I asked for a lawyer and insisted on my lawyer. This lawyer was sent to me by someone I felt protected by, someone I am currently having feelings with in real life"
I tnink the big pill here is the Big Lie against black people, the injustice inficted on them for way to long. I don't think you are a black person and either that your aunt is black, but that you are a person who malicious people would call (excuse me; I am just the servant of The Thruth) a niggerlover, a nigger****, because you (also) hang around with black people. You treat everyone on a normal decent way. It is therefore not surprising that 'your crush' [(being (Son/child of)God] stands squarely behind you. Because you Eve, ... Nomen est Omen, being the mother of mankind, black and white, ... listening to THE VOICE of your crush, Your Soul, The First Man, Adam, what we also call YOUR CONSCIENCE, you are refusing to swallow the Big Lie against your children.
Eve, the plot your spirit-mind-Soul has used here (in the mind of the eveldoers against black people) is This:
if you hangout with aunt Jemima
(representing the black community , being kind of the stammother of the whole black community born between the era of the minstrel shows, Jim Crow till now, the time of rapp and so bearing in her all demonizing images of Black Face in order to make it easy to humiliate and commit all kinds of cruelties against her/them),
having full grown rapper sons, and if you also go with her to her house which is of course full of contraband, you are looking for problems yourself! Then you should not claim afterwards that "you didn't know what was going on". And, ... of course, those agents all "know" the familiar story that none of you have done anything wrong at all therefor will ignore your protest and just continue their attempt to encounter the large amount of drugs. That is the the psycho-logica here used yo make the dreamplot
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Aunt Jemima 2022
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